Let the words of my mouth and the meditations of all our hearts be acceptable in your sight, O Lord, our strength and our redeemer (Psalm 19:14).

Monday, March 6, 2017

First Sunday in Lent - March 5


Trusting God
Genesis 2:15-17, 3:1-7
Matthew 4:1-11

The season of Lent began a few days ago on Ash Wednesday.  Today is the first Sunday in Lent.  On this first Sunday in Lent the Gospel reading is always one of the accounts of Jesus’ temptation in the wilderness.

Matthew tells us that immediately following his baptism, Jesus was led by the Spirit into the wilderness where he was tempted or tested by Satan.

We all know what temptation is.  We know what it feels like.  The internal tug or urge to do something that we know is not right.   It’s the voice or push inside of us to do something we know we shouldn’t.

In our daily lives, temptation is often associated with relatively innocuous things….  like dessert.  Although we can also face very significant temptations.

Was Jesus actually tempted?  We know Satan tried to tempt him.  But did he feel that internal tug of temptation?  He might have; he was fully human as we are, but we don’t know.  Many commentators have noted that what the devil offered certainly might have been tempting to Jesus.  But none of the Gospel accounts say that Jesus struggled or wrestled to overcome what the tempter offered…

What Jesus clearly did do was choose to trust the Word of God over the words of the devil.

Whether or not Jesus is overcoming temptation in this passage, he is clearly modeling trust.  For me, it’s helpful to think about this passage as being as much about trust as temptation.  It challenges us to ask:  which voice do you trust?  Who do you trust to really have your best interests at heart?  Do you trust God over the voices of the world and the devil?

Real trust has to be earned.  It’s important to differentiate between obedience and trust.  Obedience can be enforced “from above” by anyone with power.  The parent or boss can enforce obedience by saying:  Follow my orders or else there will be consequences…  no dessert for you…  no promotion or new opportunities for you…  It’s tempting sometimes to think of God in these terms, as one who enforces obedience.  But I think God is much more interested in earning our trust than in enforcing our obedience.

Trust, which is given, “from below” must be earned.  By the child, for example, with a loving parent who learns, over time, that the “rules” are always intended for the child’s wellbeing and that they may trust the parent’s love and care.  Or by our consistent experiences over time of God’s love and care that show us that God is trustworthy.

In this context, I feel for Adam and Eve.  I don’t take that story literally, but as it’s told they are brand new human beings, naïve and innocent, without any life experience.  One voice says to them: “Don’t eat of the tree because I say so.”  Another voice quite reasonably says: “the tree is good for food, a delight to the eyes, and it is desired to make one wise.”  Without any past experience to help them decide which voice to trust, it’s not surprising they made the wrong choice.

Trust is built, earned, given.

Was it easy for Jesus’ to trust God?  Probably not always, but he had the experience of his intimate relationship with the Father to anchor that trust. 

So I’m left with two questions or reflections for what this might mean for us.

First, do we give God a chance to earn our trust?  We have to listen to God’s Word, follow God’s guidance over some period of time before our experience will teach us that God is trustworthy.  We can’t just stand on the sidelines.   We have to participate in a relationship with God before God can earn our trust.  Do we give God that chance?

There’s a wonderful prayer in the Book of Common Prayer.  It’s titled “For young people,” but it’s appropriate for everyone.

God our Father, you see your children growing up in an unsteady and confusing world (that’s all of us!):  Show them that your ways give more life than the ways of the world, and that following you is better than chasing after selfish goals.

Lent is a time to intentionally draw closer to God’s ways…  a time to read and meditate on God’s Word….   a time to focus more clearly on following God guidance, rather than chasing after selfish goals.  Does your Lenten discipline draw you closer to God so that you may experience God’s love and deepen your trust in God’s care?  If the experiences of Lent do draw us closer to God we will grow in trust that his ways do, in fact, give more life than the ways of the world.

Second, do the actions of our lives show others that God is trustworthy?  Will other people see in us the positive fruits of a life lived trusting in God?  Each of us has the potential to help others come to a place in their lives of trust in God’s love and goodness.  We can be a part of other peoples’ experience that teaches them that God is trustworthy.